Friday, August 24, 2007
A small, small sample of peace
Friday, August 17, 2007
A lot of different kinds of people attend St. James. Many street people, some with long beards, uncombed hair, and an endearing bad teeth smile.
I have started attending here on purpose. I go to school in thes suburbs. I play soccer with the wealthy. So how do I keep in touch with the poor in every sense of the word? I thought to myself, "Maybe I should go to church with them."
Below the room where everyone meets on Sundays is a coffee shop called Network. Many drug addicts, homeless, mentally ill, etc... drop in for some coffee. In better words, many normal people drop in for some coffee. With going to church with these people, I have started to identify with the reality of their plight. However, it is not out of pity. No, for I realize how equally poor and mentally ill I am: I just know how to hide it expertly.
It is compassion, and the recognition that these street people are as complex human beings as you and me, that there is a mind and a heart behind that sign, and more life than we sheltered people (for that's what we are if we have a home) ever give the homeless man credit for.
After wondering and debating about how to show compassion in a Christly way, I have finally found a great way. It is outrageous to most of our groomed minds I know, but I think it is truly the method to be Christ in the US. Here is a link to the site at the Wittenburg Door.
"For I was hungry and you fed me. I was thirsty and you gave me a drink. I was a stranger and you invited me into your home."
Matthew 25:35
Monday, August 6, 2007
Evidence of a Problem
The world needs to get its act together. Yes, as every nation and every human realizes, nuclear weapons are an enormous threat to existence. Nevertheless, the weapons that are killing people by the hundreds of thousands today are not bombs, but the regular gun (90% of civilian casualties are caused by small arms and guns). A simple AK-47 can be wielded by a child and bought for a chicken in parts of Africa (See bottom of page for links to where I get these facts). How do "bad" people get these weapons. Because the United States and the other world powers refuse to acknowledge the enormous violence inflicted by guns made by their own factories. Guns that we make (the United States is the biggest importer and exporter of small arms, I will find the source of this fact) might be used in Sudan, Congo, Uganda, and even by our "enemies in Iraq" as our government calls them. The guns we make are used against us. Ironic justice, for it seems in every crisis the United States faces today, we are the ultimate source of the problem.
Sunday, August 5, 2007
On the Side of a Mountain
With no showers, no deodorant, no nice beds or meals, and no toilet paper (the group forget to pack the tp, requiring us to acquire the skill of finding leaves and grass having strategically soft qualities) I felt more human than I have in a long time. I smelled like a human again. It is so cliche, but I was more sensitive to nature. Indeed, experiencing the unrestricted influence of the elements let me experience, too briefly I might add, the mysterious side of God. Think about talking about the unseen parts of God while under the light of the stars twinkling, a sign of their listening. Think about talking about talking about your dreams with another Follower while overlooking a city at night, allowing the wind to whip your back embracing. What profound experiences!
Yet, it was by myself that I was most aware of God and the holiness of the ground. While in Israel, I questioned the idea of a real "holy land" in God's eyes. Surely, all the land, all of his creation is sacred. Yet, when I was placed on the side of a mountain, literally on a cliff, I was sensing an overwhelming movement whispering in my senses. I felt biblical. To describe the event I would write,
Moses, Elijah, David, and Jesus all found mountains to be a place of refuge and transformation. A reaffimation of their life's mission was found on the side of a mountain. So are mountains holy? I want to say yes. I was comforted while I walked in the land, I was reaffirmed and overwhelmed by the beauty of my surroundings. I spent almost four hours by myself with God and the mountain, reading, praying, meditating. The time was too short. Words grind as I try to articulate what happened. God was not done talking, I would say. That much I know. How encouraging!
Right Things
I value integrity as much as any character trait out there. I strive to be a man of integrity. I seek it ruthlessly in other people so that I may learn from them, imitate. What is integrity? The best definition I have ever heard came from a former teacher whom I deeply respect and hope to reference in my character when I get older. He said integrity was the definition of integrating every aspect of one's life into one solid human being. No stray personalities. No uncontrolled fears or lusts. One human being who is the same no matter what environment or audience surrounds them.
Integrity defines what Twain states here. The right thing, however that abstract principle chooses to be incarnate, is usually the most unpopular and unexpected choice of many. People, especially in our self-seeking culture, are often confused by what the right thing really is. Sometimes it is even ignored. Everybody burns cds, many times illegally. Does that make it right, though it is a common practice? Confusing, I know.
Heck, I am confused too. How does one "get" integrity? What is the right thing to do? Perhaps the key to this whole integrity puzzle is living life serving other people. Living for other people's benefit seems like the right thing, no matter the circumstance. Doing this may surprise, exasperate, and confuse people, and it may cause awkwardness and uncomfortable situations, but is it not worth it to achieve righteousness and integrity?